9/10/24
idol
I have everything yet nothing at the same time.
The world knows me as nothing but sublime
Truth be told, that I am poor
But I couldn't possess nothing more

I spent my entire life to get where I am today
Came with that was a price to pay
I lost a love, my love, so great
Not jewels nor gold could compensate

9/11/24
death
The loss of breath
that caused my death
cut off from my diaphragm

within my sight 
there was a light
then I knew I am
9/20/24
fear
What could you be glooming about, with a life so great and so stout,
Like you have something looming above you
Dooming you to a fate of new
tortures you cannot break out. 

Of many joys and many lows 
The ones you love will take the final blows
Infected with thoughts of loss
of stages of life
you might fail to cross
10/4/24
debt
In life people will owe and owe
They end up in an endless cycle although,
a portion of a fortune
or a streak of misfortune
eventually the debt will go.

In one way or another everyone will resolve their debts
debts wiped away after all the build-up
The weight feels the heaviest not at the start or end
but when you have to lift it up.